This is all about small stories and people who pass by. I am not sure if being an active contributor to the human drama makes things different, but for some reason life sometimes become relevant. Like this week.
When you are busy making a living the world does not stop unless you hit rock bottom on purpose. I had to stop everything and say assez! for once and for good. Or perhaps just for today or this week or the winter season. I like new beginnings all the time, perhaps because reality becomes heavy and the eternal erase and rewind makes the inertia shake. What a chicken.
And I'm in Denmark now. Two years of 'pure joy'. There are people I like to think of when I think, like Simon. Why is he the first one? Well, maybe 'coz I had lunch with him this week. He said he could trace some Bridget Jones features in me. Fuck it. Too much in the dark side to be Bridget. But the relevance of Simon is that he makes me feel awake whenever we talk - his mind is so amazing that sometimes it's even hard to catch up. Maybe he's the reason why I made a blog. I tend to have an opinion on most of the things (thought that was granted for older, wiser people, Jesper), so why not? Perhaps I will reach my zen. Or the nothingness. Who cares?
So, Simon gave me this thought that he collected at Roskilde Festival: You can dwell in two ways - by being a 'giver' or a 'taker'. You make this choice most of the times, and I lie to myself saying I am shy. Hell not. I am more like intimidated by people and feel compelled to give. It would however help me a bit to be a taker - cannot carry the guilt all the times. Estrés, es cuatro.
When you are busy making a living the world does not stop unless you hit rock bottom on purpose. I had to stop everything and say assez! for once and for good. Or perhaps just for today or this week or the winter season. I like new beginnings all the time, perhaps because reality becomes heavy and the eternal erase and rewind makes the inertia shake. What a chicken.
And I'm in Denmark now. Two years of 'pure joy'. There are people I like to think of when I think, like Simon. Why is he the first one? Well, maybe 'coz I had lunch with him this week. He said he could trace some Bridget Jones features in me. Fuck it. Too much in the dark side to be Bridget. But the relevance of Simon is that he makes me feel awake whenever we talk - his mind is so amazing that sometimes it's even hard to catch up. Maybe he's the reason why I made a blog. I tend to have an opinion on most of the things (thought that was granted for older, wiser people, Jesper), so why not? Perhaps I will reach my zen. Or the nothingness. Who cares?
So, Simon gave me this thought that he collected at Roskilde Festival: You can dwell in two ways - by being a 'giver' or a 'taker'. You make this choice most of the times, and I lie to myself saying I am shy. Hell not. I am more like intimidated by people and feel compelled to give. It would however help me a bit to be a taker - cannot carry the guilt all the times. Estrés, es cuatro.
3 comments:
Wow there, girly! You told me you started a blog, but you never mentioned it to be so serious. Anyhow, I like where you're going with it. And, since you know me, you know I probably will be a frequent visitor, sharing thoughts and all...
Love
Dan'
PS. Since I don't know any Spanish words... what does 'Estrés, es cuatro' mean?
Stress translates in Spanish to 'Estrés', as per the most recognised authority in the matter. And 'tres' is '3', hence 'es-cuatro' might be what follows 'stress' to a higher degree.
I became even geekier by explaining that. Hope nobody comes to give me a wedgie.
Simon is not as good as James Dean, Jhonny Deep, Keanu Reeves, and Luismi, hahahaha, but...... Justin? wow!! you have to be really stressssssssssed you're too young ma petit bleu.
Te adoro prima.
Gerardo
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